The Law, My Law
Lord, oh Lord how I love to be with Thee,
Treasure these times oh Lord I do.
As I bask and sit in your presence I could forever be,
To be with you oh Lord, all I want is you.
This is how it should always be I think,
With you, next to you, connected at last.
I’ve found it Lord! The secret, the missing link!
Finally, I’ve got it! What a fool I was in the past!
Now that I am here let me record the events,
Let me write down this way, never to forget.
I will make a map recording each turn, every way I went,
The Law is recorded, the path is clear, success a sure bet.
This experience is too high, too far from my understanding,
This moment too shaky, unpredictable, uncertain at best.
I want it always, I want it now, I want it right from where I am standing
So I pull and I tug and gaze over the crest.
I follow my map and tug as hard as I can,
I can see it there it is now in my sight.
I almost got it, it’s working ahh yes my plan!
As I hold it and touch it, it seems so light.
What happened to the weight it once had?
The color seems dull, imperfect at best.
As I inspect it I see, this is not what made me glad,
It’s hollow and empty, just like all the rest.
I open up my treasure and I am surprised about what’s inside
First I find my map, not treasure at all.
A map that leads to its maker is no treasure to hide,
This trail of sure success only lead me to fall.
Finally I discover the real contents of my loot,
Is this what I longed for? What I worked so hard to obtain?
The answer is No! I’ve taken the wrong route,
There I am sitting inside. Me in all my glory and pride so vain!
In my attempts to find God I miss him completely,
It’s because I try to hem Him in, in this cold world of the Law.
I try to bring Him to me, not realizing my strength is depleted,
My maps, rules, guidelines, securities are just fear, fear is my Law.
If I can just stay with Him, with His Spirit that is,
I can float on his tide, bask in his rays, be rocked by his waves,
be crushed by his storms but all in all I can be suspended by His Love.
The dynamics of this relationship can never be defined.
As soon as we do the love turns in.
As soon as it is by our own strength we only hold ourselves.
We can only relate with God when we live in his world of the constantly changing,
ever powerful, journey of love.